The "white" Boy

While I was looking for a gift for my chris-kringle. I went to a store, most of their stuffs were IMITATED items. LOL! HAHA.

I just tried to check some of their stuffs. When we went in, I saw 2 foreigners (both are female), they were buying wallets-.. I guess they aren't Americans, since they weren't speaking in English but something German or French, Iono, they have blonde hairs! LOL!!!! ....And the saleslady told them, "Ma'am do you want to buy some bags? We also have LV, Gucci, Dior Bags", what went into my mind was this "LOL, as if they're real!" ahaha... ahaha.. I was really laughing, for sure the saleslady know those are imitations, I guess everyone was aware, don't know with my dad. Lolz..


I didn't see anything eye catching in what they're selling. When we were about to go
I SAW





















a WHITE BOY- a HANDSOME ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! (He may be American, French, etc)


HE LOOOKKEDDD REALLLY COOLLLLL. OMG!!!!!
He was wearing casual clothes and cap.. DAYUMMM! <3>



Way much better than Justin Bieber, Lol <-that midget <3>

chillax :")

I was complimented! Damn Happy :")

Like what I've told you, Dec. 20 was one of the greatest day, LOL!

While we were picking my shirt at Rusty Lopez store, my mom was also looking for some for her although she was like just choosing, trying on. She chose a pretty sleeveless shirt it was pretty-loved the color too and it's really good. I got the shirt that she chose and tried to mix and match it with some of their garments. I saw a 3/4 bolero with a matching color of the shirt my mom chose and I told her that it's pretty. Beautiful!

One of their staff went near to us and complimented me. He told me that "they" never thought about that kind of design and it was really beautiful and pretty! He told me that my idea was really good! Approved! I was so happy, really happy! I even told my dad about it.





Maybe, maybe, I have a chance in the fashion world. Why not? I design, I loved to. I've designed since I was young!


Aye aye aye! WAY TO GO!

P.S. When I grow up, I'll produce my own clothing line. You should check it!

the havaianas' tale.

Aye aye aye!

I promised myself before I woke up today that I'll post an entry about this. lalala <3


So last night ( December 20) was one of the most beautiful day ever! It is because it was a blast!

Okay I'll go through things one by one.

Tomorrow, our class will be having our Christmas Party although it seemed quite late, it's still nice since we'll be enjoying it. On the other hand, we will be staying in a beach resort but we aren't allowed to enjoy the beach since it's prohibited by the school, instead, we'll use the pool! Better! (I don't like going to beach but I don't like swimming in the pool). I sut hate being under the sun. Who wants to be tanner , when you're fairly tan already? Aye.

Since it'll be our Xmas Party, I decided to buy a shirt and of course GIFTs, a cute one okay? So we went off to the mall and olah olah!!! We went to Rusty Lopez and bought a shirt with a very cute printing on it and some hearts <3.. Love! Its color is white since I adore shirts that is white in colour. Mwuah!

Nevertheless, I loved it and decided to buy it, LOL, my dad did. Haha! I went to their flip-flops section, and there were some fine flip flops shown. My mom suggested to buy one for me since we'll be having our party outdoors and we'll be playing games. However I told my mom "I don't quite like it (though the design is really pretty, but ughh), I wanted to have a havaianas".
HahaVAIanas? .., so my mom told me if where we can buy those at this mall.


(another side of topic)- Havaianas- it's a brand of flip flops widely sold in Phils. I hate flip flops, I don't like going out with flip flops on, I'd rather wear shoes or doll shoes, not only, when the hype of the Havaianas has been popular. I've heard of Havaianas since I was in 5th or 6th grade. My best friend wanted to have a pair of it, but I always discourage her. I don't like Havaianas, seriously and it's MAD expensive. WTF?
... whatever she still likes it, okay. I don't care. LOL

So this mid Sept. or Aug, my mom arrived at home bringing some slippers, I was totally shocked when I saw the word Havaianas on it, I never thought it would be cool, even though the color's black. I liked it so much! Pretty!

However, it didn't last for a year, just 3-4 months, I think?
Why?
Somebody broke it!
..pshhh
or maybe it just gave up.
LOL,
what will you feel when you arrive at your house, and a pair of broken flip flops welcomes you in front of your door? HUH?

I: "CRAZY"




***never mind that sad story of mine from the past,, siok!





Okay, so I asked a saleslady if where can we buy Havaianas and she told me, go to SPRUCE @ the 2nd floor (Lim ket Kai).. Okay, okay, so for my first time went there.

I never heard of that store since I was never interested in Havaianas not until now. Lolz.

So the moment, I entered there shop, we, I mean, my mom and dad was me. It was elegant. So many slippers, lol, can smell the rubber ah?
Haha..


I rushed to the Havaianas flip flops section, and there, many flip flops come, with crazy whooping ass price! .

I hesitated to buy one, since you know, I am thrifty person, I wanted to back-off and just forget my Havaianas' dreams. LOL

BUT thank God, my dad didn't! He told me to buy one-whatever price. LOL LOL. I was so happy, but still I hesitated but my dad didn't.

SO YEAH........ I WAS SO HAPPPPPPY MY DAD BOUGHT ME A NEW PAIR OF IT! AYe aye,,,
Love my mom and dad so much <3>

I lie to live

Am I that Mean?


Am I that bad?

Most of the times, I feel myself being so selfish.
I wish I am not like that.
It's difficult
People say things bout this
but they don't know
what's inside
deep inside
they may see me loud
but I am not
Some may say weird
but I am not
Who I am?
I ask you.
Do you know me?
I don't know
It's you
I cry, I shed tears most of the time
but in front of you all
all- all you see are smiles
smiles that brightens your day
but it's hard to act
I lie to live
isn't that enough?
I am who I am
but I just can't accept that fact

A fact that you all might not respect
might not accept
I am afraid for that,
for that will hurt me,
hurt you!

Is there something wrong with
me?
I am really who I am
but
I just want to change

Why can't I show you all the real me?
Why do I need to hide?
Am I afraid?
A coward?

That's not me!
I don't believe about that
I see myself as a brave woman
but am I really one?
Am I sure?

or

Am I just fooling myself again
&
Again?

What? This is unfair,
how I wish I can cry now
but I am tired

Am I really that bad?
I ask you!

You may not say the truth
for you don't know me
I dare not to answer that too
I don't know what to say

Am I really a coward?

It's HARD!

I wish to show the real me
but I am afraid that you might
hate me
I lied
I lied
I just did.

I sighed
and cried.
Why is this happening?

Did I just released my pains?
I know this will go on
but
it has to be healed.

Healed-healed by you.
I don't know who
but you

My friends see me
loud, happy, talkative, cheerful, joker

but is that how I see myself?

IF yes, did I just lie again?

When will I face the truth?
When will I?


... this is unfair,


why can't I accept myself,
why can't you?


Please do, and I shall do.

or

I shall do and please do.

It's crazy, but I'll stay strong.

I am not a coward,
I thought about it.


No , I am not.

Did I lie again?

No, no, no.

*opens eyes'

I think I know who I really am
I just woke up
from a
dream
- a weird one.

-TANYA ARADO

MESSY

I am not quite in the good mood right now. Basically, I am just trying to burst my feelings out while blogging [rant] .. [rant]...

I try my best to shut up to control my temper
but
it's making me insane.
Stop the d-r-a-m-a.

I was cleaning my bed awhile ago. I tried to fix my bread and arrange all the clothes my bro dumped on top of it. Rawrrrrr..


So I was folding my blankets and when I tried to fix my bed sheet, when I flap it out, a FREAKING cockroach jumped. WTF?


I WAS HYSTERICAL BUT I WAS SPEECHLESS, so I stay shut.
shut up tanya!


I walked backwards, slowly going near to my chair and stood there. WTF?


It was disgusting, it was quite walking to my sheets. vck!

ack akc ack..


I got my school shoes and tried to hit it but my hand just won't. WTF?

crazy. crazy. crazy

It just ran away.








**********
P.S. I changed my sheets right away. WTF?

A letter for God

Dear God,




Thank You for guiding me! Thank You for helping me throughout these recent past months. I am sorry if sometimes, I do what is wrong. I know I will correct them. I am sorry and as well thank you. Thank You very much for being always there. I love you so much! Thank You for guiding my family and I.
We'll be always together. I love you and my family.

Love and Prayers,
Tanya
:)

SMILES

Last Friday, classes were half day only.
It was relieving, for everyone, including me, I guess.

I've always thought that it'll be the time for us to relax-relaxation. K'now what I mean?
However, the way I interpreted relaxation during that day is not the same usual thing. I wanted to spend more time with my friends, I don't know why. It's just that sometimes I miss having time with them. I rarely mingle with anyone though.

My close friends and I went to the mall which is just like a block away from our school. How lucky are we? Actually, we just went to the mall to uhmmm, have fun? Nah, we were actually planning to go to FUN TIME and sing. Yeah singing is one of my craziest talent. I find singing handy for me though. Haha,, I rarely sing in front of people except for loved ones <3. onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs097.snc3/16455_1290766874055_1376742020_824384_2835934_n.jpg">

The photo is cute, isn't?

It's so pretty.
ILoveIt.

Funny thing was the saleslady something told us that they'll post it to their store for a sample. So good lah~ Mad crazy. Ahaha..

".".".


After the pictorial 'cough' 'cough'

...We went upstairs to check if there are some available karaoke rooms, there was none, okay.

So we went to the bookstore.
It's not just an ordinary bookstore because it sells bargained books in a very cheap price + good condition. I love to hang out there. The store's called BOOKSALE.

I usually go there, whenever I have time and money.
Haha..

So yeah we had a great time!
It was fun.
Really good, and I have a lot of things more to say but whee oh whee it's past 12 already.
I want to go to sleep. :]

Goodnight and Love y'all